Change
I believed the best ideas should win
The best people should be ruling
But they don’t want changeI listen to them, I try to talk to them
But it’s only lies or jokes from them
Cos they don’t want changeThey distract with Nationalism
They abuse with Patriotism
‘Cos they don’t want changeThey multiply culture wars
To divide into different parts
For subtraction & distraction
Cos they don’t want changeFree assembly suppression
Free speech oppression
Slogans with lies
And speeches with noise
They don’t want changeThey hide their power
Add money by the hour
Hold statues of wealth
Above equality & health
They don’t want changeGotta fight power
Gotta take power
Gotta win power
This world must change
Meaning
It worries me
This lack of meaning
It frustrates me
This lack of meaning
Is every action?
Just a distraction?
From my reality?
My lack of meaning?I know I
I know I’m blessed
Some needs met
More than the rest
But will this stuff?
Ever be enough?
To keep my head?
Above the rest?
Sun Rise
On a wild horse
Not broken yet
I’m thrown about
Holding on yet
No purpose, stuck
Magnified
No direction, stuck
Can’t ride
In the darkness
From the deep they rise
I see the ghosts
I hear their cries
Then I hold your hand
I see your smiles
I hear the ocean
I see the sun rise
Free V2
I have some money
It serves some needs
But it won’t, set, me free
I dream of the future
I still have some fears
I still have some chains, that pull, at meI can’t change much
But I can change me
And I can’t do much
But I, can, be freeI built a house
I wanted to feel safe
It’s what the world, sees, of me
Now I’m opening my doors
I wanna let some light in
And maybe I’ll see, more, clearlyI can’t change much
But I can change me
And I can’t do much
But I, can, be free
Now and Then
Now and then
I slow down…
I feel the earth turn,
Our planet sighSun on my face
Birds sing
Breeze in the trees
Then a butterflySoulful music
I breathe…
In the moment
I escape outside
To Those Who Live Now
To those who have accepted their fate
To those who live with grace
To those who do not follow
But take their own pathTo those who live now
To those who laugh long
To those who love all
May they incur no wrath
Will You Remember?
I heard that they clapped, the people in the streets
There were so many, none of them I would meet
I wondered then, how much do they really know?As we fought on the frontline, this new enemy
We were frightened and lonely because we couldn’t see
There was so much then that we didn’t know.There was not enough testing, not enough PPE
That’s why her apology seemed insulting to me
We need honest support & not a political showWe live in the moment, we live to fight on
We give all we’ve got, to save someone
We’ve no time to think, Are we going to go?We serve each other, more connected than we thought
We depend on each other, more equal than we thought
But will you remember that when this is all oe’rLockdown saves lives but at what a cost
The damage to the economy and all the jobs lost
Who will reap that which we now sow?They started too late, they went their own way
They lost time but its not what they’ll say
But questions mount as deaths continue to growWe live in the moment, we live to fight on
We give all we’ve got, to save someone
We’ve no time to think, Are we going to go?We serve each other, more connected than we thought
We depend on each other, more equal than we thought
But will you remember that when this is all oe’r
Hero
I hear the word hero
I think nobility
Some great achievement
And courage I seeBut is hero a tool
Within the culture we grow
To reap from others
More than we sowDo heroes give to others
More than they receive?
While such a calculation
Is bad most believe.So is a medal and praise
Reward enough?
While others live it well
And heroes live it roughIn our selfish culture
Surely all will soon see
To be a hero for others
Could be a mug for me
Free?
I have some money
It serves some needs
But it won’t set me free
I have dark chains
Born in my past
But they still pull at meI have dreams of the future
I have some fears
They’re hidden deep inside of me
I fight for control
But often I find
That my fears they control meI can’t change much
But I can change me
I can’t do much
But I can be freeI built a house
I wanted to feel safe
Now it’s all the world sees of me
And I’ve lately found
That it distorts
The world that I can seeSo I’ll open my doors
I’ll remove my chains
Then I’ll see more clearly
I’ll connect more
I’ll give more
Then I’ll live more freelyI can’t change much
But I can change me
I can’t do much
But I can be free
I Vow to Live it Well
I had a dream. I was on an escalator taking me into the future. I could not get off. Or go back.
My fate, my destiny was fixed. At the end was darkness. I was glad to wake up.
My challenge in the present is to distract myself from that paralysing vision. To live the best I can….for as long as I can.
I have my relationships, those I love. These are my priority.
I am “retired”. But I choose not to accept this as I feel that to be alive means I must add value. I must make things better. I must fix things. I must reinvent myself.
I’m creating a home. I’m learning a new language. I write and compose music. I travel.
But I yearn for more. I am restless for more.
I consider the problems of the age – Inequality, Housing for the next Generation, Climate Change, Innovation, Productivity, Communication, Politics and Democracy. Can I help create a new Politics? Can I help reduce Inequality? Can I help produce new Climate Change policies? Or are all these but distractions. In the end I am on the escalator. In the end I will add little value except perhaps to those I love.
I have dark days. I have good days. But what is life without struggle?
I remember a line in my song “We are Not Alone“…
“ I did not plan for this but now I vow to live it well”.
